Reflecting: I shared this story on my 50th Birthday: when I made the decision to go to Italy
Today I have been given another opportunity to do better, be better, & make someone else's life better. I Thank God for brand new mercy for giving me the courage to stand alone, travel alone, & be alone most of my adult life I always felt that happiness was about being in a relationship/married. Don't mean to get to deep but it's my birthday 😊& I have something to say. I grew up with two sisters who both are deceased. I always felt a deep saddening in my soul after each of them passed. My immediate family is very small which is why I always felt that being in a relationship would make me feel whole. I never wanted to do things alone I was always afraid and always felt inadequate when attending different functions by myself. I always felt like I had to have someone with me whether it be one of my daughters or a girlfriend. I stepped out on faith made the decision to not depend on others to celebrate my happy I realized that my happy is not about others I took this trip to Italy to celebrate myself, my own individuality. I was so nervous but I conquered one of my many fears. Happy Birthday to me She's
